Day 2 of Drew
He's gonna do it to me. Drew is going to make me fall for him. He's not only tall, handsome with a gorgeous smile but he loves kids (works with them too), is a hopeless romantic, intelligent, wants a family and likes hanging out with family as well, loves the beach and wants to live by one some day.
He wrote me a very long and thoughtful message tonight and everything he said in it just attracts me more to him. I don't want to get my hopes high. I really really don't.
From previous online dating, I have learned to keep my guard up and to believe that all men will say what they think I want to hear. They can be anyone and anything.
I want to let down my guard about Drew. We briefly spoke in IM this evening since it is midnight his time now but he did ask me if it bothered him if he spoke to other women on the site. I have no right to say it bothers me so of course I told him no. But I admit with him asking that, a percentage of belief that he could be someone really special in my life has gone down a bit. I want to believe he is sincere about getting to know me. Uggggh!
