Introducing Drew

I debated whether or not to post this. Perhaps I should wait until more comes out of this. I had a 7 hour long conversation via IM with a wonderful man tonight. We seem to have alot in common and it looks like we're quite compatible. I don't like to get my hopes up high. I really hate that. I hate being let down. The minute I start fantasizing about a guy being my new boyfriend, my dream is over before it really begins. So I don't want to get my hopes up.

For once I am the more hesitant one. He has left the ball in my court. we talked about having the door open on a relationship. He assured me the door was open and that it was my decision as to if I wanted to walk through the door and greet him on the other side. He's a hopeless romantic. He loves sappy songs and romance movies.

If he truly is the same person in person I spoke with tonight, I can easily see myself falling for him. He is everything I've been searching for these past 3 yrs. I think that scares me. He is almost EXACTLY the man I have been seeking.

One issue is he lives in another state so we would have a long distance relationship until something was figured out. That could also be a huge road block.

I am leaving this in God's hands. 100% in his hands because I don't know how any of this will work out.